it’s been 3 mths. how are you?
Three months already. How are you doing? Where are you?
I miss you very much and I had been containing this for so long. I never stepped into your room till today and when I did, memories of you came flooding in and so did those tears. I can just imagine you. Everything is just so imcomplete without you. You add meaning to lunar new year. It’s not lunar new year without you. There’s no one I want to visit because you’re not here. So getting away was the best but I can’t get you out of the mind when we had reunion dinner, each time we go out to eat. I miss you and I don’t know how.
Scared that I could not take it, I suppressed all my thoughts of you. But stepping into your room sparked it off. How could a man so strong, so fit crumble? Why did you have to leave?